Thursday, 17 January 2019

Midnight Chronicles II


Ode to Mind

Maybe the loudest voices I hear are in my mind and not the buzz from the hustle and bustle from all around?

Maybe the fears I cannot face are really imagined outcomes of the roads I have not undertaken yet?

Maybe the hate I feel is really a gap closing in on my differences amongst other things and it is so scary to accept it, so I hate it instead because it is easier?

Maybe the anxiety I feel is really my brain in overdrive, overexcited about the prospect of getting to roam free without strings? 

Maybe the emptiness I feel is really the echo of my soul, a subtle reminder that maybe, just maybe, I was made for something more?


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Maybe the hurt I feel is really a wake-up call to my cold heart to get a degree warmer and imagine a mile in someone else's shoes?

Maybe the little tug at my conscience when I am about to have humans for victims and as I dance to my victories is really a subtle reminder that there is a higher law that transcends even what I call my high morals?

Maybe my confusion at the moral decay and depravity of our human nature is really a call to realise that just because, personally I cannot tell my right from my left does not mean that there is no demarcation line between the two?

Maybe, just maybe I should ask questions and really stay long enough to hear the responses?


Maybe? No? Yes? 


Maybe?

Just Maybe???


 

Saturday, 5 January 2019

Midnight chronicles I


Ode to Love

Dear love,

You turned my world upside down. Everything I thought I knew about you is flawed. You are a feeling as much as you are a choice. You are an act as much as you are a virtue. You are intangible, yet very tangible. Personal and yet impersonal. I did know that with great love comes great responsibility. Going beyond like to a melting pot of warm and fuzzy (even I don't understand what that means) to a whole array of what ifs, coming to life as though them dreams were touched by an angel. When all you ever are sure of is, but why? Not in a bad way, but in a way that makes you want to have more; everything that you can get, but then love says to you, with love, comes great responsibility.

Oh, the rules I would want to break and then ride off into the sunset with love. Oh, the words that escape me when I get lost in your eyes. Oh, all the beats that my heart skips, and leave me wondering if the rhythm is arrythmic yet.

Love, I hope you understand love.
Love, I hope you see love, touch love and live love.

Till we meet again love....

Lovingly yours,

Emmy