Random thoughts

This one is short and very very random.

As a christian, i have come to understand that the greatest pain you go through is the self-afflicted pain through crude disobedience and not necessarily satanic attacks. It's not easy to swim against the current, but when you end up in the middle of now-where, regret becomes your solace, after having drifted too far.
However, we are always presented with two choices, hence two pains.
1.The pain of self-discipline. short-lived and most excruciating.
2.The pain of failure to fulfill responsibility. It can be in any area. This one is a cutting kind of pain.
I am one of those stubborn people who rationalize irrationality because it is convenient and  just painless until the moment when the blunt truth catches up with you?
What do you want? What do you need? What choices do you have? What will be your choice? Do you want to grow or stagnate?
Answering these questions, will definitely surprise you. I am in the processing of answering mine. You may begin to answer yours too.

P.S. If you cannot answer these questions for your sake, try to work on them, for the sake of those that are watching you. For those that look up to you. Those that see you as a role model, even though you do not know them. For their sake.
Sometimes we forget the source. Someone wrote: 'Victory begins with the name of Jesus on your lips; but it will not be consummated until the nature of Jesus is in your heart.'
 Everything considered, i got to understand that if i had the ability to become a better person on my own, i could have been a better person by now. But i now know that I cannot not, except i go to the cross. Let us allow Jesus to transform us into his likeness.

Stay blessed.