When it hits you, there is no stopping. You torture yourself with the thoughts. You condemn yourself before you try. You may never try, but that does not mean that you never loved.
It simply means that you love them enough to let them go.
In your little sanctuary, you cry yourself to sleep.
You tell yourself why you cannot be with them. You remind yourself of the disparity between the two of you.
Oh, the disparity...... It hurts. It cuts deeper into the soul than anything else. Just because you love, that little wild card called disparity will send you packing before you even consider giving them your heart.
Oh crazy love.
All you have left is memories.
So long!
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