You Owe yourself that much

Many times when you reach a certain tip point in your life, you get that feeling that it does not matter anymore. You get to a point where all you want is to throw in the towel and lie to yourself that it was worth it. You tell yourself that it was not all for nothing because you got out with your dignity intact.
Well, news flash!!!
Your playing small does not do you or others around you any justice. Just because you have reached a cul de sac does not mean you are a failure. Just beacuse you failed that particular test does not mean you are destined to never succeed again.
You get hit and it does not matter how many times but what matters is how many times you pick yourseld up and keep moving. There will always be individuals with the PHDn syndrome... pull him down syndrome. They will see you through glasses of diminishing  returns and not for who or what you really are. Someone once said that it does not matter what you call me but what i respond to. You are not a failure. |In life if you have never failed, you have never learnt anything. Mistakes are made in the wake of education. Formal or informal. Anything new you encounter is education if and only if you pick up the lesson behind.

So what am i going on about?
I am going on about the fact that you owe it to yourself to allow nothing and no one to pull you down. When you fail, It is not the end of the world. It is basically a shove into a different direction. No may mean next opportunity and you need to smile about everything. Find the one good thing that ever happened instead of dwelling on the hurts and the disappointments of the past.
It takes you to start on a journey to were you want to go. It takes you to destroy yourself before the devil himself destroys you. It takes you to allow things and people ton weigh you down. Whatever happens, remember that even Jesus was in a quagmire. He was tempted in every way we are. He was beaten, spat at and even fell. Guess what, he never gave up hope in the father. He never gave up on God because God never gave up on him. He never gave up on himself.

You owe self courage and perseverence. You owe yourself faith in something or someone greater than yourself. You owe yourself that much.
You need to let your light shine so that they can praise your father in heaven. You cannot continue rolling on the floor. Life is not waiting. It goes on with or without you. healing begins when you allow the pain to dissipate. Healing begins when you focus on it. It does harder before it gets better. Rest assured that your father in heaven will not suffer you to things you can't handle. You are in your predicament because God knows you can handle it and he will give you the grace to. It is happenning for a reason.

You owe yourself that much....

Cheers.